I feel like I should delete this tumblr..its not right being tempted by starvation when I yave such a beautiful life growing in me now.My self confidence means so much but a child does more.My baby boy is the absolute world to me and I know this one will take up an equal space in my heart <3
the other part hopes im not because im terrified
Terrified that Ill gain weight again.That’s the reason I hate my body.Gaining 60 lbs with pregnancy ruined every bit of confidence I had ever had.Can I go through it again? I love my son more than my own life but I’m just not sure how to feel ok about myself anymore.Not at 140 lbs with leftovers stretchmark scars.No matter how tan or bleach Blondel I am :(
